Tomiko's Blog

It has been a rough year.  Lots of ups and downs, but lots of travel.

I have been training for my MS ride.  There is still time for people to donate if they want to.  Even $10 is something.  It all adds up.  My girlfriend has had her ups and downs with the disease, but she seems to be doing better.  She will be able to ride.  I hope that she will be well in Sept.  It is towards the end of Sept and is based out of SF and then goes through wine country.  It will be a pretty ride and I will be riding in a group of really close friends.

I want to thank everyone that did send donations.  This ride is close to my heart because it happened to my best friend.  I can express how grateful I am.

I have been trying to focus on my work, clip stores, etc.  It has been overwhelming.

Being single again has been rough.  I have had a lot of people going for the chase, but I am just not interested.  I met a man who I developed some feelings for, but I guess it’s not meant to be.  I put myself in a vulnerable position and got my heart stomped on.

Thank goodness for friends.  I am fortunate to have so many friends who truly are friends and who have been wonderful to me.  I would do anything for any of them, and through these hard times, it has helped knowing that I have this solid foundation.

I am hurting right now, but I will be able to get through this.  I guess that is why this  blog has suffered so badly.

I will be gone this weekend but will try to write before my trip to Paris on the 2nd.  I fly to Atlanta that day and then the next day I will catch a plane to go to France.  I know I should be excited, but I guess the sadness is pretty major.  I am going to try and snap out of it and enjoy myself, but sometimes I wish I could just shut myself out from the world and just lock myself up.

I know it is just talk and I know that I am tough.  I know I can get through this.  The truth is I got some bad news and I am not sure what my life span will be.

I realize that this is live and that it is probably way to personal to be printing in a blog but I just had to get it off my chest.  Please no emails asking me what it is.  I would rather not talk about it.

Therefore, that being said…I am going to live my life to even more than the fullest that I have been.  We all die, but when is always the big question.

I thank you all for being there for me and for being a fan.  I will continue to thrive as much as I can in the business.  I love all of you guys for supporting me.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Love,

Tomiko

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